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This Time Around

by Ellie Jamison

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1.
All I Can Do 03:14
All I Can Do (Written by Eleanor Dorothy Wild) ©2015 remarqabl ltd. You said I walk too quickly But you’re the only one And now I tiptoe lightly Without your helping hand Your time and your sweet company Seemed worth more than gold But I find peace in the water Even when it’s running cold And I I don’t care if I lose or win And I I’d be there if you let me in And that’s all I can do You told your friends that I was Nothing more than a choice to go And I know I act like I’m strong but I just want to let you know That deep inside this heart there’s A sensitive soul who cares So I hope you’ll understand That I Really don’t care if I win or lose And I don’t want this game of whose is whose Well you say that we’re worlds apart Well you’d say this and I’d say that But oh oh oh Oh oh oh Well how I wish sometimes it could be like before But did you notice how I’d never ask for more? Oh oh oh Oh oh oh Well now you see that I I really am in black and white And all I can do Is show you that I’m here for you And that’s all I can do Oooo ooooo ooooo You said I walk too quickly But you’re the only one.
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Feel No Pain 03:10
Feel No Pain (Written by Eleanor Dorothy Wild) ©2015 remarqabl ltd. It’s cold outside and I’m wondering where to go, Though it’s warm in I can still feel the cold, Don’t you hate it when you try to keep a light in mind, Some bad news comes chills you right to the bone. But then I see your face And I feel hope again, Just the sight of you It’s like coming back home, And then I give you my love I guess that’s all I can do Wrap it all around you, Cos I don’t ever want to let you go. Cos I don’t want to live a lie (want to live a lie) So I will love you ‘til the day I die Because of you I feel no pain I feel no pain. And I don’t care what you say I’m gonna love you anyway ... It’s cold outside and I’m wondering what I should do, ‘S though it’s warm in I can still feel the cold But then I look in your eyes I know I’m going to make it through ‘Cos you’re the reason I breathe So it doesn’t matter what I do, And then I give you my love I hope you carry it wherever you go Cos I don’t want to live a lie (don’t want to live a lie) So I will love you ‘til the day I die Because of you I feel no pain No I don’t want to live a lie (don’t want to live a lie) So I will love you ‘til the day I die Because of you I feel no pain I feel no pain ...
3.
I Don't Mind 02:38
I Don’t Mind (Written by Eleanor Dorothy Wild) ©2015 remarqabl ltd. Everybody’s talking about where they’ve been What they’ve done, who they’ve seen And I don’t mind I just want to live my life Everybody’s asking about who’s been where What they said and .. Well I’m sorry but I don’t care Cos I just want to live my life Where are you and which way can you find The way back to the place you left behind? Round and around and round it goes Where there’s Facebook, everyone knows And I don’t mind (I really don’t mind) Cos I just want to live my life I just want to live my life (don’t you want to live your life?) Can someone tell me which way can we find The way back to the place we know is right? Can someone tell me which way do we go When we’re all gone what will our children know?
4.
Know My Name 02:41
Know My Name (Written by Eleanor Dorothy Wild) ©2015 remarqabl ltd. Started on Monday morning I made a choice to be somebody. They say I did good I got through my degree, Just take a look at me I’m fine. I’ll never wipe a tear from my eyes Cos I never have a reason to cry I’ve got everything I need and more Just take a look at me, I’m fine. But now I tell a different story, If you see me now just walk on past me, I’m ashamed to say I’ve lost it all and died Every piece of me inside. And now I cry, You see me wipe the tears from my eyes, I’ve got nothing left to give and I die Every time I have to beg for somewhere to rest my head. Most people don’t see me or know my name And some have even tried to hurt me or cause me pain. You would not believe all the things I have seen. Oh oohh And now I cry, You see me wipe the tears from my eyes I got nothing left to give and I die Every time I have to beg for somewhere to rest my head. And now I cry, You see me wipe the tears from my eyes I got nothing left to give and I die. I’ve lost everything I need Just take a look at me.
5.
I Ran 03:06
I Ran (Written by Eleanor Dorothy Wild) ©2015 remarqabl ltd. It was the end of ’98 and my life felt new, The air was getting colder naturally And his eyes met mine across the room and smiled at me And made me feel a million dollars new. Well the time went on we had such fun, The music played, The special way he placed his hand in mine. I didn’t know how to show him how I felt inside So instead I turned the other way, For fear that he might laugh at me I ran, I ran I ran, I ran Oh how I miss the way my life it used to be And all my friends and family abundantly And it made me feel so good when he understood And I thought at last maybe I’d be free. But as time went by my heart it grew mixed up inside And I ran away and felt it all so strongly And after all this time and tears that I won’t cry I realise how I behaved so wrongly, I did, I did, I ran, I ran. For fear that he might laugh at me I ran, I ran. I did, I did, I ran. I ran, I ran. I ran.
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This Time Around (Written by Eleanor Dorothy Wild) ©2015 remarqabl ltd. I don’t know why but I’ve been feeling not so good these days. All that once was seems to be fading And now I’m on my knees. Won’t you help me find some peace of mind? Show me you’re a true born friend of mine? Cos I don’t know why but I’ve been falling fast Into these games we play. Once my heart smiled, And now so weary, How then could that be? And I want to pass it all over, Why so hard to see? Won’t you hold my hand this time around? Help me get my feet back on the ground? Cos I know that the light shines in this heart of hearts And I need to know that you’ll be there just this one time around. One time around. This time around, This time around.
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Effortless 03:48
Effortless (Written by Eleanor Dorothy Wild) ©2015 remarqabl ltd. All along we knew, Sometimes that's the hardest thing, But I must spread my wings Mmm follow my dreams. But before I walk away I will softly say Now that I’m here Now I can see all that it was meant to be, But I'll still hold it in my heart Just like I did from the very start. Not like a child making a friend Words confuse and complicate Effortless, well I did try But I fear it's time for me to say goodbye. ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh But I never will forget 'til I return Just please don't ask me why Cos I won't tell you then Who was to know I must leave you now and you must let me go But before I walk away I hear you softly say Now that I'm here Now I can see all that it was meant to be But I'll still hold it in my heart Just like I did from the very start And not like a child making a friend Words confuse and complicate Effortless, well I did try But I fear it's time for me to say goodbye. Now that I'm here Now I can see all that it was meant to be, But I'll still hold it in my heart Just like I did from the very start And not like a child making a friend Words confuse and complicate. Effortless, well I did try But I fear it's time for me to say goodbye. ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh.
8.
One More Day 03:11
ONE MORE DAY (Written by Eleanor Dorothy Wild) ©2015 remarqabl ltd. I’m so tired of working late through the night ‘til the break of day, I wish I could have more to say, And when I can’t find words people look at me like I’ve gone and lost my mind, Cos they’ve gone before they came. But those sleepless nights won’t make me give up the fight no, No matter what the people might say, So just give me One more day, One more day (to make it right), One more day (to feel okay). I’m so bored of chasing dreams and all the things that they seem to be, It just takes up too much time, But those long long days won’t make me give up the fight no, Cos where there’s a will there’s always a way, So just give me One more day, One more day (to make it right), One more day (to feel okay-ay-ay. A-a-a-ay). (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oo oo oo oo oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oo oo oo oo) One more day, One more day, One more day (to make it right), One more day (to feel okay-ay-ay). One more day (you might see a brand new me), One more day (and it can be so easy), One more day (just one more day), One more day (and I’m never gonna give up), One more day (just got to keep on moving), One more day (just one more day-ay-ay yeah-ay yeah-ay) One more day.
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Sticks And Stones (Written by Eleanor Dorothy Wild) ©2015 remarqabl ltd. See that girl go everyday Through the old brown gates As she goes to pick her boy up from his school. And as she walks on up that path All eyes fall down on her She can feel them burning like a flame inside her head. And soon the whispers start up in the yard And even though she smiles it hurts so hard. Not everyone would recognise But I could see it in her eyes, If only they could know what they had done. Mother's love is all we need To get us through those times When the cold is all we face with each new day. She said "sticks and stones may break my bones but Words can never hurt me" But if only they could know the bad that they had made. And all the while she loves with all her heart Like the way she always did from the start, The child she bore into the world, His diamond eyes, his sweet blond curl, So take those thoughtless words and be gone. Cos you know just what they say There's a word, it starts with K And if you'd only see You could be free. Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh, mm mm mmm. oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh- oh-oh. Sticks and stones might break my bones And words they just might hurt me, But you can take all yours and be gone.

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'This Time Around' is an acoustic body of work, taking the listener on a delicately crafted and emotional journey of self discovery and reflection based on real life experiences and resulting conclusions, spanning over a period of 20 years.

I wrote these songs during a time when expressing my inner world was not something that was very much supported, but I had so much to say I, through music and songwriting, was able to unapologetically express my inner world with honesty and openness.

This was hugely empowering and it helped me to become the person I am today.

With the listener in mind, I wanted to create a full story through sound and voice. To travel through a journey of reflection hope and renewal, and essentially do my part to connect us all in our humanity, our sense of what it means to be a living breathing soul, and that through being authentically ourselves, we can overcome anything and hopefully grow into source of strength and inspiration for the world around us.

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released February 24, 2023

All songs written by Eleanor Wild
Produced by Amy Wadge
Mixed and Mastered by Ian Wallman
©2023 remarqabl ltd.

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